May 17th is a date that will always be incredibly special to me. May 17th, 2008, 12 years ago today, I (begrudgingly!) photographed my very first wedding and started my journey into portrait photography.

Begrudgingly?

Yes! I was on a photographic journey that involved things that didn’t speak; flowers, sunsets, nature, etc. But then a coworker hounded me for MONTHS to photograph his wedding and I turned him down for months. Fast forward to a few weeks before the wedding and he’s still hounding me with no other photographer lined up. I reluctantly agreed. I had no experience, I had no desire to photograph weddings. I took photos of plants, nature and landscapes, for goodness sake! For fun. That was all! People were too complicated, especially high-pressure weddings. I wanted no part! At least that’s what I told myself. I mentioned all of this to him. He still persisted. I caved because I couldn’t bear them not having any photos of their day. I showed up to photograph that wedding, sweating the whole day because I had NO idea what I was doing. Seriously, no idea. Zilch. Zero. Nada. But something happened that magical day. I fell in love. With portrait photography. With weddings. With documenting people, and the big moments in their lives. That day kicked off my career and brought me to where I’m at today.

Shane knew that I had wanted to be a photographer for years, and I think he knew that I needed to be pushed in order to take a chance on myself.

While my journey into documenting people’s lives may not have started in a conventional way and I pushed the idea away for years, I know now that it was purely my fear (of both failing and succeeding) that kept me from pursuing my dream. But he and Victoria saw something that I was too scared to see, and took a chance on me. Yes, I made mistakes that day and I cringe when looking back at my work from the beginning. And yes, I have made many more mistakes along the way but I’ve come a long way, baby! I’ll keep making mistakes. We all do. You can’t grow without making and learning from your mistakes, and it’s all part of the journey.

Happy Anniversary Shane & Victoria!

See my first wedding and my last wedding (2019) below.

For the first time in my career, I’m extremely relieved that I did not have any weddings booked for 2020. My heart goes out to all couples, as well as my fellow photographer friends and all vendors, trying to navigate this stormy season of life right now in what was supposed to be the happiest times of your lives. I’m thinking of you - we’ll all get through this stronger, together.